How does it feel to be loved and how does it feel to give love are two different things in my book. I think we can give love but to be loved is harder. To allow ourselves to be loved means we have to open our souls up and risk being hurt. Have to really take a leap that the other person will not destroy us. Can you really do that? Can you really take a leap of faith that important to let someone be that much inside of you that they become a part of your soul? A piece of you? The other half of what is missing? Could you really allow yourself to let your guard down so completely? To stand in front of another person and tell them here take my heart in your hands and hold it, take my soul it is yours? Hold it, care for it, keep it safe? A person would have to know that you are so completely in love with them that you are their soul mate? The one who would never hurt them no matter what? My heart could not do that again. Love is such a delicate word it has a meaning that is so kind and gentle just saying it is emotional in itself. .
Now that brings me to the circle. Do we come back to someone? Like the bird? You know let it go if it comes back.... There is always the if it does not hunt it down and shoot it. Which I think some people have taken to heart. Sorry. Anyhow. It seems we go through many changes in our lives. What we think is the correct path may not be. But do we find out too late or does it slowly come to a end and then the circle comes back around. Do people walk back into our lives when we need them? Even ones that we did not think we needed or they needed us? Is it too presumptuous to think we pull ourselves to each other out of some unknown force? Would we have ever found each other again? Is fate that easy or cruel? Paths cross at the wrong time for some of us and sadly times are never right which can be painful. Sometimes the path crosses at the right time and then it is a time of whether to test that fate. Do we take that chance. Put the heart out there again because you know the heart kinda got pushed aside once and will it again is the question? But the heart and the soul have choices to make and they will know what to do when the time comes. They seem to know if this is what they want. Since the heart never was broken and the soul never had to repair itself there is a possibility that it won't ever have to. But the circle comes back around and the people that we just love are there as they were when we first met or saw them.
So I will end this with how I began it with sometimes we just love someone our entire lives for no reason. We just do. They may come into our lives and leave and we never see them again, loving them for just a moment. Or we may love them awhile and then they go away but when they come back it is okay. Because they have a place in our hearts that is there for them and only them. You may wonder why? the answer is as natural at the sun rising and setting everyday.
