We make choices in this life that do not always go the way we expect them too. You cannot take back or change the path that some choice you made created you just have to live with it. I think that is very hard to do sometimes. Saying you are sorry means nothing most of the time when the other person does not care. You learn that their priorities were not the same as yours. You may be a person who has a heart of gold and cares about people and the other person does not.
The path you take is not always going to be the right one and you hope that the mistakes you make are not so bad they cannot be fixed. But sometimes they are and you cannot change the course or go back in time to do anything about it. Unfortunately, life is full of choices and we all make them. Hoping that the impact it makes on others will be positive and not intend to be anything other.
The world is full of people but not all of them are part of our everyday lives. Some we hope will stay forever or at least for awhile. Then that friendship has choices to be made and while not all of them will be the right ones we hope they will help the friendship grow. It does take two people to be friends and sadly not both of them will have the same look at the world as you. But once in a while you find that one person whom you think is going to be a great friend and as time goes by the choices you make create a different path. But not always or at least I would hope. People come and go in our lives and we sometimes get the chance to revisit them again. We made that choice to contact them again after so many years and hope they remember us. You hope that they will be around for a while only to find out that they had other intentions and being your friend was never one of them. It is not always easy to reconnect with people from your past you never know how that choice will turn out.
Make choices carefully in this world for you never know how they will impact others. As I said you cannot change the course and not everyone is forgiving in this world. And not everyone has the same intentions as you.
amy
Thursday, May 31, 2012
Wednesday, May 2, 2012
For Michele, My Sister May She Rest Peacefully
Michele (09/17/1965-04/20/2012)
As my friend you were the best one in the world! We shared so many wonderful times and knowing that will give me the courage to face the world without you. Your voice I can still hear and your words will be a whisper in my ear when I need them now and while I cannot pick up the phone and call you I know you can hear me when I think about what you might say to me.
You had a heart of gold and you always went out of your way to help everyone. The world was a better place because of you and everyone who met you was touched by your kindness and caring ways. When it rains it is only because angels are crying for us lost souls here on earth while they dance and sing of the great and amazing angel that they now have with them up there! Your goodness will carry on in all of us that are still here and we will know that you gave us a part of you everyday.
I love and miss you,
amy
Wednesday, March 21, 2012
Dear Reader,
I have added no real new writings just some things I had written a while back and I thought needed to come out of the closet and be put back out there. Some I guess I needed to be out here for my own personal reasons and for my own understandings. Yes my own blog helps me sometimes. I read it so I can understand things too. While I write things down and all I find meaning in my words and soothing thoughts that help me when I need it. Kind of like my own relative that I can go back to for advice when I need it.
I guess I have created my own soothing words of wisdom here and I put them here for me and whomever would like to read them as well. While you may not always understand what I write as least you come back to check them out or are a new person just here to see what is on this blog. Either way enjoy the read and please do not use any of my thoughts as a way to figure me out. I have yet to do that and I would like to be the first!
Funny thing about stories I know I wrote them for a reason and now I am putting them back up for a reason. I find that some of the ones I have republished are hitting home again for me.
Amy
I guess I have created my own soothing words of wisdom here and I put them here for me and whomever would like to read them as well. While you may not always understand what I write as least you come back to check them out or are a new person just here to see what is on this blog. Either way enjoy the read and please do not use any of my thoughts as a way to figure me out. I have yet to do that and I would like to be the first!
Funny thing about stories I know I wrote them for a reason and now I am putting them back up for a reason. I find that some of the ones I have republished are hitting home again for me.
Amy
why choose a side? G-d didn't
Well now here we are in a world that is always choosing sides and then we act upon what we think is the right side only to find out or maybe not that it is not about a side but the outcome to which we were not sure of to begin with.
When we choose a side we are siding with a idea that we believe to be the right one but what do we really expect the outcome to be when all the facts are not given to us to begin with. In the last year we have had all kinds of situations that for one reason or another we chose whom to side with and then carry on without really understanding all the factors. Then we bring g=d into the equation and what would he do, does he really want us to chose sides I do not think he does but then we have all those people who walk into a place of worship and profess to being the best g=d fearing person we can be only to leave and not take the lessons we heard to heart. We throw his name out there and attack people, countries and many other subjects in his name, but the bigger problem is g-d would never want us to do these things and down deep we know this and yet still believe that it is okay to attack people and countries and all those other subjects.
I find that people are very paganistic in what they do when they are not in worship, they left him at the door when they walked out only to return seven days later to pray and ask forgiveness. Maybe if they did not choose to be pagans then they would not have to ask for forgiveness to begin with.
Therefore I ask that we not chose a side and just think about all those people losing their lives and the families that have to move on without them. They are not choosing sides they just want their family member back. G-d would not chose a side and this is taught to us but we just do not want to follow his teachings daily but only on worship days. Living our lives believing in him and then acting on our emotions and not realizing that we should have just stayed home because we really are not religious if we are only on one day a week and only when we walk through the door.
I find that family members and friends who throw around the fact that they go to church and follow G-ds teachings but are such pagans because their actions towards their friends and other family members is not what they went to church for. G-d is a part of their life only when it is conveinent and they want to show what good moral members of society they are. Go back and read that book and understand that because you go to worship makes you better, in my opinion I think that we need to live life how g-d would want us to by not choosing sides, accepting our family, friends and all the people who want to be a part of our lives, not alienateing people. We need to reexamine ourselves and look inwards instead of playing a role that is nothing more then an attempt to consistently tell ourselves we are better because WE go to worship.
When we choose a side we are siding with a idea that we believe to be the right one but what do we really expect the outcome to be when all the facts are not given to us to begin with. In the last year we have had all kinds of situations that for one reason or another we chose whom to side with and then carry on without really understanding all the factors. Then we bring g=d into the equation and what would he do, does he really want us to chose sides I do not think he does but then we have all those people who walk into a place of worship and profess to being the best g=d fearing person we can be only to leave and not take the lessons we heard to heart. We throw his name out there and attack people, countries and many other subjects in his name, but the bigger problem is g-d would never want us to do these things and down deep we know this and yet still believe that it is okay to attack people and countries and all those other subjects.
I find that people are very paganistic in what they do when they are not in worship, they left him at the door when they walked out only to return seven days later to pray and ask forgiveness. Maybe if they did not choose to be pagans then they would not have to ask for forgiveness to begin with.
Therefore I ask that we not chose a side and just think about all those people losing their lives and the families that have to move on without them. They are not choosing sides they just want their family member back. G-d would not chose a side and this is taught to us but we just do not want to follow his teachings daily but only on worship days. Living our lives believing in him and then acting on our emotions and not realizing that we should have just stayed home because we really are not religious if we are only on one day a week and only when we walk through the door.
I find that family members and friends who throw around the fact that they go to church and follow G-ds teachings but are such pagans because their actions towards their friends and other family members is not what they went to church for. G-d is a part of their life only when it is conveinent and they want to show what good moral members of society they are. Go back and read that book and understand that because you go to worship makes you better, in my opinion I think that we need to live life how g-d would want us to by not choosing sides, accepting our family, friends and all the people who want to be a part of our lives, not alienateing people. We need to reexamine ourselves and look inwards instead of playing a role that is nothing more then an attempt to consistently tell ourselves we are better because WE go to worship.
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